“All my life I have been dealt the lash of guilt. Do you want to punish me more… is that it?”

Alex Russell is a young man with a chain around his neck, the tragic death of his brother when they were children – everyone believe Miles drowned trying to spare Alex’s life, and his father never lets him forget it. Not able to live up to the perfection that was Miles, Alex can do no right and finally flunks out of college and after a few drunken escapades his father has had enough. He finds himself entering the military and proposing marriage to the woman his father has chosen for him, whether he likes it or not – and he most definitely doesn’t like it. Judith wants to marry Alex, but he misunderstands her quick acceptance of the pre-arranged proposal and assumes she’s in it for the money.
When Alex’s unit is sent to South Africa to help in the escalating situation with the Boers, Judith jumps at the chance to follow when her aunt arranges a trip to investigate her financial interests in the mines. Once there, things don’t go quite according to Hoyle, as Alex has met Hetta, a young Boer girl, and he is head over heels in love. Is their love strong enough to survive the enmity between the Brits and the Boers?
Let’s just say the old adage war is hell most definitely applies to this story – there are plenty of ups and downs, surprise twists as well as a tear shed here and there. I really liked watching Alex mature from a tortured young man with all that emotional baggage, to the soldier who could face anything, including the horrors of Spion Kop. You can go to the Wik article if you want to see pictures, but I warn you they are very disturbing. Guerilla warfare is not pretty.
“…but all around him the trench was being filled with dead men, emptied by living ones who were soon dead themselves. There was no order to retreat, so once a soldier reached the trench he was there until an office-or an angel-released him.”
I know by now I probably sound like a broken record, but Drummond really crafts a great tale and keeps you on pins and needles until the very end. Her knowledge of all things British Military as well as their highly structured (and snobbish) society is spot on as always, as is her dialogue. This was one period I’d always heard about, but never quite understood and this book is definitely a good place to start and *get your feet wet*.
FTC, interlibrary loan.












